"L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very, very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you adore
Love is all that I can give to you Love is more than just a game for two Two in love can make it Take my heart and please dont break it Love was made for me and you" - nat king cole
i miss how it feels like when you do silly faces to steal a smile from me. i miss those times when i catch you glancing over at me. i miss how it feels when your hand approaches mine. i miss listening to your heart speak. literally. i miss how warm it is to be in your arms. i miss your gentle whisper on my ear.
"After all this has passed I still will remain After I've cried my last There'll be beauty from pain Though it won't be today Someday I'll hope again And there'll be beauty from pain" oh, how i adore superchick & their songs.
this is absurd... -.- i've ignored 41 requests just now; what a wreck.
why do weird people/strangers even bother to enlarge their number of friends on facebook especially? i mean, i'm not being ignorant but at least, if you really wanna be friends - send me a message; introduce yourself or just a simple hi would do! i feel that it's kinda rude when you go around adding people you don't even know of unto your facebook. i would prefer to have contacts on my facebook who are REALLY friends, not just some weirdo or stalker or "i-just-add-you-to-make-me-look-like-i-have-heaps-of-friends" blah. get a life.
so many strays infront of my place! & this is their everyday hang out place =p
♥ BEAUTY FROM PAIN ♥ why this title you may ask. on Wednesday I went to get my first Miro-Fractional Laser treatment done on my face
Purpose : Tired of photoshop & i want an airbrushed complexion LOL. Well, when I turned 16, severe acne hit me - it changed my life, took away my happiness for a while and robbed me off my self confidence; yes. i had Acne Vulgaris; considered one of the most severe acne cases. ("right click, open link in new tab" for photos from google). I hated myself at that point. Hated the way people used to stare. Hated it when people ask "ohmygod what happened?". I remember tearing whenever I look into the mirror. it sucks. With proper consultation and medication, the acne went away. But they left me with deep horrible scars. Right after, I went for 6 IPLaser treatments, it kinda helped to lighten up the scars.. but yet, it won't go away. until today, when i look into the mirror, man, i don't remember when was the last time i had skin this nice =) thanks to modern technology.
LOL.. laugh all u want, cuz im laughing too i'm the one on the right. man, i had mono eyelids -.- look at the acne! couldn't find a better picture to show you guys (will try to find where i kept the CD for the old pics)
Benefits : i. One time of this equals 3-5 times IPLaser treatment ii. Cures severe acne scars + sun-damaged skin + accident scars iii. Reverses what time does to your skin iv. Improves your skin texture
Downfall : i. HURTS LIKE MAD although numb cream was applied 45 minutes before the treatment started. i almost teared during the process :( ii. I even took painkillers (paracetamol) right after.. iii. Redness; you'll look like you're horribly sun-burnt and it may last up to 6 days iv. Skin may peel on the 4th-6th day v. 30-45 minutes directly after the treatment, you'll feel like your skin is burning. literally. (DAMN PAINFUL AHHH @#$#$%$%^#$#@!#$%^&*!!!)
Cost : i. It's around RM3k for 6 times but please consult your skin specialist/doctor; price may vary.
Results : Today is the 3rd day of my 1st Microfractional Laser treatment. My skin's reacting really good to it although I have to apply tons of moisturizer throughout the day.. I can already see the difference and it feels smoother + tighter =) despite of the redness, people are already complementing!
Remarks : It is completely safe. The laser beam that is projected into the skin acts to "awaken" the tissues in the epidermis layer. Proven scientifically.
(note : these photos are not edited except for the copyright)
box box box box
more box box box box box box on the right side of my face *contact me if you're interested to seek skin help - i know a good doctor*
but the boxes on my face didn't really stop me from going out all i needed was a cap :P had dinner at sushiking with bernard and daniel they call me "ciu-ciu-ciu"(lasergun) face -.-
these words are my own. from my heart flow. disregard this post if you are to critique.
argh. i don't know really.. food has been one of my biggest enemies in life at the moment LOL It's always a struggle when it comes to lunch time especially.. Sometimes I feel like giving into food when I feel tired or fatigue; but nothing's gonna stop me!
yeps; once all of us hit 90lbs (for petite girls) and 105lbs (for average girls)
I weighed myself today. 110lbs. lost 2lbs in 2 days.. :) just 5 more lbs to lose in one month, to be exact.
so on day 1, breakfast : a boiled egg (90 calories) & coffee (97 calories) lunch : 2 small pieces of fish fritters (120 calories plus minus) & boiled egg (90 calories) dinner : coffee (97 calories) & a tropical fruit (80 calories) total : 574 calories
day 2 breakfast : as above (90 + 97 calories) lunch : fried egg (110 calories), some cauliflowers (50 calories) & black coffee (80 calories) dinner : coffee (97 calories), a few tropical fruits (100 calories) & medium egg (95 calories) total : 614 calories. yikes =.=
day 3 goal : 400 - 500 calories. we'll see.
a lindsay lohan thinspo
lindsay lost so much weight; but i don't think she exercised. she didn't look like she did ;p