Tuesday, September 01, 2009


amazing how creative some people can be.

Friday, August 28, 2009

home sweet home

dipping in mud, at Tangkuban Perahu, Bandung (Volcanic site)
was exhausted tho, hiked quite a bit to get up there!

been away for a week now...
Jakarta was a blast
everything was cheap; from clothes to food!

updates soon!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

sometimes you just don't wanna wake up...

“I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm awake, you know?”
ernest hemingway

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Monday, August 17, 2009


i can't do it.
stupid assignment :(
writer's block.

we were standing half-naked and knee-deep waiting to be soaked in salt water.
we were screaming, holding each other as tight as our cold muscles would permit.
sand filled the gaps in between our toes, and smiles were carved on our faces;
our laughter filled the air.
oh yes, when the waves caressed the shore, we fell in love.


when night fell, the air froze and send chills up our spine,
our hearts endured as we laid together on the grass in your back yard;
our hair thick with dirt, our breath thick with lust; our bodies kept us warm.
when night fell we couldn't see each other clearly,
but we knew the other was smiling, too.
we watched shy stars emerge from behind the night sky as we hold us tight.


when you left, i didn't cry, i didn't sleep for my heart froze.
to the beach i went and stood, half-naked and knee-deep, waiting to drown.
every single splash of water reminded me of your fingers across my skin.
when you left, i held myself as tight as my tired muscles would permit.
then i realized i didn't know who i was without you.


Thursday, August 13, 2009

spring cleaning

so i just cleaned my wardrobe.
so many clothes that i don't wear anymore, brand new clothes with tag on it, clothes that don't fit me anymore :(
it's rather sad to say goodbye to them..
sigh. new one won't come if the old one don't go!

I'll be selling my preloved & brand new clothes here online;
(under construction)

i find this rather appealing

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Alexa Chung for Marie Claire

just 3 more days and i'll be enjoying my 1 week break

Saturday, August 08, 2009

dear diary,

today i don't remember when's the last time you told me the things he told me.
& today i asked myself why do i need to hear, and to see in order to believe? i don't know.

today you told me you miss me.

today we met again.

today i had enough and left.

today you showed me how vague love can be.

today you told me you love me.

today you called me beautiful.

today is your birthday.

today we became good friends.

today, we met again.

Friday, August 07, 2009

Wednesday, August 05, 2009


high waist
super high heels
elvis hair
boot leg jeans
big hair
+ colorful sunnies
1970's, baby

Wow! I've been to The Realm for a year now. A year. It took me one year to stand up from my fall, dust the dirt off my shoulder, give a shrug, fix my hair, wash my wound (although it stings!), dress the wound, and tell myself "This is for You." Church is a place where I found peace, comfort, love, and a reality check. It's been my second home for 365 days now. It made me into who I am today. I don't have the guts to even imagine who I would be if I have remained ignorant. When the world turns away from you and offers you a cold shoulder, I know He will be there; always so welcoming despite of the nonsensical i-can-do-it-myself-kinda games we play as if we're human chess pieces.

Doesn't time fascinate you at all? You watch the needle on the clock slowly make its turn every minute of the day, not noticing how much time has ticked away.

Huat Jin & me ROFL

Veen Win dressing her part ;)

Ernest & Kerry

we even had 70s performances ;p
the band played and sung "close to you" (sooooo beautifully)
and danced to Mamamia LMAO

we had so much food
not to forget, Debbie's mom made beautiful cupcakes
too pretty to be eaten :(


don't ya wish your "girlfriend" was hot like me?

i found where i belong
have you?

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

goodbye skinnies?

wide legged jeans..
what do you think?
ay or nay?

Monday, August 03, 2009



no. it's not H1N1

Saturday, August 01, 2009


don't THIS just remind you of you?

Thursday, July 30, 2009

the place where i wanna be

... the beach.

once upon a time
i'm sorry, this is just TOO FUNNYla, BFF

Monday, July 27, 2009

Thinspiration Monday

if Lindsay did it,
why can't we?



Saturday, July 25, 2009


"L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please dont break it
Love was made for me and you
" - nat king cole

i miss how it feels like when you do silly faces to steal a smile from me
i miss those times when i catch you glancing over at me.
i miss how it feels when your hand approaches mine.
i miss listening to your heart speak. literally.
i miss how warm it is to be in your arms.
i miss your gentle whisper on my ear.

i miss you.