Tuesday, June 30, 2009

the road less taken?

I don't remember when was the last time I felt so torn between decisions. Yeah, I may be a fickle minded person at times but let me tell you, I have never been so bothered my whole life. What would you do? Would you even consider yourself hopping into an airplane half a world away for 6 months and leave everything behind knowing that things will never be the same again? Or would you just stay where you are and submerge yourself with great moments shared with loved ones?

I don't wanna miss out on things; I don't want to have to leave so many loved ones and things behind just to satisfy the needs of wanting to venture all around the British soil. I know if I leave, everything is going to take a huge change. So drastically that I might not be the same Minny that you know. On the contrary, I am aware that if I don't grasp this opportunity, I might feel upset about it in the future and feel like a total fool for giving it up.

I left the television on, my favorite drama is showing. I can't sleep. I can't focus. Every time I start thinking about this, I get a pinch of fear. I don't like change. I don't want to start new. I don't want to leave. This is rather complicating because at the same time, I want to go and do the things that I've always wanted to. What's stopping me? My emotions? My fear of the unknown? Jotting down my feelings and thoughts is not an easy task, after all.

Yeah. So finally Georg-Simon Ohm University, Nurnberg Germany has sent me a letter of acceptance. I'm so thrilled and grateful that I got accepted in. I don't even have to pay for my tuition fees nor for my flight tickets. I just have to pay for my accommodation and expenditures. A dream come true.

This is all happening too fast. It's already almost JULY and I have to be in Germany before September 2nd. That means, I will have to say my goodbyes during mid August..

So many feed backs. I need more anyway. Most people encouraged me to go for it.. If I were them, I would do the same too. I get to travel around Europe and at the same time, have a great life-changing experience out of it. But, I don't know. I don't want to make a decision that I will regret. Can I handle myself when I'm there? - physically, spiritually, financially and emotionally? Can I even deter from feeling home sick? Should I go? :( My heart aches every time I think of leaving Penang for Germany. The irony. sigh.

friends. family. you.
If only you know how this feels
I'm gonna miss you
I'm gonna miss all of the moments that we are now sharing
& miss out on all of the memories that we can craft together.

Monday, June 29, 2009

new gadget; falsies.

Meet Kroes Doutzen
I just love her piercing blue eyes.

(source : ELLE US, Nov 2007)

adds so much drama to the eyes
absolutely lovin' it.

Friday, June 26, 2009

lovebite. rawr?

"You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you.."
(Be With You - Akon)

This is dedicated to all you love birds out there,
with a little pinch of humor in it..

anyone beg to differ?

GOSH. i laughed sooooo hard!
next time, don't get naughty in the kitchen okay?

are you sure? :P

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Thinspiration Thursday

all of us dream to be skinnyskinnyskinnyskinny

to stomp around the streets with no trace of flesh;
nothing but just skin & bones.

found this rather fascinating..

i know her face but i don't know her name.

(Source : Vogue)

delicious-looking skinnies.

made new, crazy friends.
meet andrew & leo.
thanks zurene ♥
had so much fun at the karaoke! fun times =)

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

boyfriend tees are so IT now.

Let me present to you, Alexa Chung.

this is how you rock a white boyfriend tee.
(source : jalouse magazine, june 2009 & tfs)

boyfriend tee + leggings + studded sandals = what an equation.

this look pretty much like the one Alexa wore.

totally imported.interested?

Item Name : AlexaSandals
Colour: Black/White/Brown
Material : Synthetic Leather/PU

Available in:
size 35/22.5cm
size 36/23cm
size 37/23.5cm
size 38/24cm
size 39/24.5cm

RM80 (negotiable)

Mail me for more info on postage fees etc etc.
COD arrangeable (Penang Island)

Monday, June 22, 2009


i think i just scared myself.
i got scared. i just got scared thinking.

run baby, run.

this is the 281th post.
this is the 2nd post.
this is the 14th hour.
this is the 1st month.
this is the 762823409127th time i feel grateful.

run baby, run. don't ever look back.
they'll tear us apart if you give them a chance.

don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be
run baby, run. forever we'll be
you & me.

(check yes juliet - we the kings)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

adrianna lima


thoughts unraveled. god. where is the sun? even the weather is indecisive.
where are the carefree days?
when was the last time you pranced around with a rainbow on your back?

sometimes when you see clouds, you don't feel the rain.
sometimes when you don't see the sun, you feel the heat.

(source : tfs)

boyfriend shorts by LaGarconne
$187 (RM661)

adrianna lima
you're just too hot for words.
(source : tfs)

funny how my BFF is so different from me
but we do share an awful lot of similarities.

Friday, June 19, 2009


been on hiatus for 3 whole months. how absurd.

M = Minny
M = Mad
M = Mango, MNG

therefore; Minny goes Mad for Mango MUST-HAVES.

started on : June 17th

i can't get enough of boyfriend tees and ripped jeans..