the place where i wanna be

... the beach.

once upon a time
i'm sorry, this is just TOO FUNNYla, BFF
MUST POST UP :P

Thinspiration Monday

if Lindsay did it,

why can't we?

2003


2008/09

11:59PM

"L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please dont break it
Love was made for me and you" - nat king cole

i miss how it feels like when you do silly faces to steal a smile from me.
i miss those times when i catch you glancing over at me.
i miss how it feels when your hand approaches mine.
i miss listening to your heart speak. literally.
i miss how warm it is to be in your arms.
i miss your gentle whisper on my ear.

i miss you.

beauty from pain

"After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain"
oh, how i adore superchick & their songs.


anyhow,

this is absurd... -.- i've ignored 41 requests just now;
what a wreck.

why do weird people/strangers even bother to enlarge their number of friends on facebook especially? i mean, i'm not being ignorant but at least, if you really wanna be friends - send me a message; introduce yourself or just a simple hi would do! i feel that it's kinda rude when you go around adding people you don't even know of unto your facebook. i would prefer to have contacts on my facebook who are REALLY friends, not just some weirdo or stalker or "i-just-add-you-to-make-me-look-like-i-have-heaps-of-friends" blah. get a life.

so many strays infront of my place!
& this is their everyday hang out place =p

♥ BEAUTY FROM PAIN ♥
why this title you may ask.
on Wednesday I went to get my first Miro-Fractional Laser treatment done on my face

Purpose : Tired of photoshop & i want an airbrushed complexion LOL.
Well, when I turned 16, severe acne hit me - it changed my life, took away my happiness for a while and robbed me off my self confidence; yes. i had Acne Vulgaris; considered one of the most severe acne cases. ("right click, open link in new tab" for photos from google). I hated myself at that point. Hated the way people used to stare. Hated it when people ask "ohmygod what happened?". I remember tearing whenever I look into the mirror. it sucks. With proper consultation and medication, the acne went away. But they left me with deep horrible scars. Right after, I went for 6 IPLaser treatments, it kinda helped to lighten up the scars.. but yet, it won't go away. until today, when i look into the mirror, man, i don't remember when was the last time i had skin this nice =) thanks to modern technology.

LOL.. laugh all u want, cuz im laughing too
i'm the one on the right. man, i had mono eyelids -.-
look at the acne! couldn't find a better picture to show you guys
(will try to find where i kept the CD for the old pics)

Benefits :
i. One time of this equals 3-5 times IPLaser treatment
ii. Cures severe acne scars + sun-damaged skin + accident scars
iii. Reverses what time does to your skin
iv. Improves your skin texture

Downfall :
i. HURTS LIKE MAD although numb cream was applied 45 minutes before the treatment started. i almost teared during the process :(
ii. I even took painkillers (paracetamol) right after..
iii. Redness; you'll look like you're horribly sun-burnt and it may last up to 6 days
iv. Skin may peel on the 4th-6th day
v. 30-45 minutes directly after the treatment, you'll feel like your skin is burning. literally. (DAMN PAINFUL AHHH @#$#$%$%^#$#@!#$%^&*!!!)

Cost :
i. It's around RM3k for 6 times but please consult your skin specialist/doctor; price may vary.

Results :
Today is the 3rd day of my 1st Microfractional Laser treatment. My skin's reacting really good to it although I have to apply tons of moisturizer throughout the day.. I can already see the difference and it feels smoother + tighter =) despite of the redness, people are already complementing!

Remarks :
It is completely safe. The laser beam that is projected into the skin acts to "awaken" the tissues in the epidermis layer. Proven scientifically.

(note : these photos are not edited except for the copyright)

box box box box

more box box box box box box on the right side of my face
*contact me if you're interested to seek skin help - i know a good doctor*


but the boxes on my face didn't really stop me from going out
all i needed was a cap :P

had dinner at sushiking with bernard and daniel
they call me "ciu-ciu-ciu"(lasergun) face -.-



played snooker with the boys

this will be up next ;)

Erin Wasson

hahahaha :P
will update about the 70s night party soon
stay tuned, loves.

I love Erin

yeah. sometimes.
in malls especially

THIN is IN

these words are my own.
from my heart flow.
disregard this post if you are to critique.

argh. i don't know really.. food has been one of my biggest enemies in life at the moment LOL
It's always a struggle when it comes to lunch time especially..
Sometimes I feel like giving into food when I feel tired or fatigue;
but nothing's gonna stop me!

yeps; once all of us hit 90lbs (for petite girls)
and 105lbs (for average girls)

I weighed myself today. 110lbs. lost 2lbs in 2 days.. :)
just 5 more lbs to lose in one month, to be exact.

so on day 1,
breakfast : a boiled egg (90 calories) & coffee (97 calories)
lunch : 2 small pieces of fish fritters (120 calories plus minus) & boiled egg (90 calories)
dinner : coffee (97 calories) & a tropical fruit (80 calories)
total : 574 calories

day 2
breakfast : as above (90 + 97 calories)
lunch : fried egg (110 calories), some cauliflowers (50 calories) & black coffee (80 calories)
dinner : coffee (97 calories), a few tropical fruits (100 calories) & medium egg (95 calories)
total : 614 calories. yikes =.=

day 3
goal : 400 - 500 calories. we'll see.

a lindsay lohan thinspo

lindsay lost so much weight;
but i don't think she exercised.
she didn't look like she did ;p

source : scoop

kate moss

erin wasson
kiss my tushhhh

Te Amo

this just in.

blazer- stella mccartney
cutoffs- erinxrvca
clutch- alexander mcqueen
tank- alexander wang
wedges- office
YUM.

i.would.kill.to.be.as.thin.as.she.is.
fabulous Erin Wasson

ink baby. ink!
source : tfs

Lin Chong, Kit, Ben, Tannie, Joyce Ang Angggggg, Chong Wei, Carter & Michele..
I miss you guys to the max ♥

Thinspo; a moment on the lips, forever on the hips

Everybody needs some thinspiration sometimes..
I think I've put on a couple of idk, fats although the weighing machine doesn't show..
Heart-wrecking! :(
That's it. DIET STARTS TOMORROW.

going back to the 70s/80s ROFL

killer legs

yummy..


reverse thinspo

totally gross.
imagine how damaging calories and yummy food can be.


starting weight : 59 kg / 130 lbs (late 2008)
lowest weight : 50 kg / 110 lbs

current weight : 51 kg / 112.4 lbs
goal weight : 48 or 49 / 106 lbs or 108 lbs
BY AUGUST 31ST.

good night world

i'm getting old. it's proven.
it's past midnight when i got home from the 70s-themed-party..
had a blast & was tempted to upload the photos unto facebook
but i'm giving in, i'm going to bed for now.

where to get the pink corset?