Plastic Obsession

Let's talk about reality for one second.

How many of you here are against plastic surgery & how many of you here is actually okay towards this? Some might say, going under the knife is against all rules of nature, but on the other hand people are paying their doctors hundreds and maybe hundreds of thousands to look just as good as the people they see on magazines and television. From my point of view, plastic surgery is something that you have to really consider. Not everyone can look like barbie you know. We've got to be realistic. If you're comfortable with how you look (then, shrug off what people say to you). If not then, decide for your ownself; see what's good for you.

Take Megan Fox, yeah. Her. The hubba-hubba-she's-so-hot-that's-why-i-watch-transformers actress? She's flawless. She pulls off sexy without even trying. So jealous. So, so jealous wei~! Nevertheless, she's hot but she did some improvisation on her looks to take it to the next level.

Megan in FHM

Botox seem to be the most common and popular thing these days; no matter how old you are. They're injected not because of the frown line, but to make the skin look firmer and tighter. And more radiant too :)

I'm not trying to criticize here, but I think Megan wants to be the next Angelina Jolie. Click here and you'll see what I mean (click)


Oohhhh oooh! Anyone of you here watch The Hills on MTV? This 23 year old face of The Hills, Heidi Montag has this crazy obsession about plastic surgery. Not to say that she's overdone anything, but she changed almost every single thing about herself :-\ She's done over 10 procedures and now she's thinking of a boooobjob. jeez!

source : google.com

for i do not know what i want in life anymore

don't you just wish you could have 2 or 3 clones of yourself?
to be at different places, doing different things, meeting different people?


I made it as a Firefly cabin crew.
I'm now 80% there. Medical check-up tomorrow.
fly to Kuala Lumpur at 11am, back by 5pm.
I don't know, I want something better.
Qatar Airways is having their open day 2 weeks from now.
Maybe I should try going for that one, who knows?

411am

just got home from fishing with the boys.
full moon today; but caught only 3 small fishes :\
sometimes i wish i'm a vegetarian, it somehow suck to see animals get killed,
do you know even fishes "scream" when they're almost dying?

anyhow, i'm too tired to blog. i need a new CS5, the trial one just died out on me.
catch you guys tmrw!

i miss my copper hair.
i think this looks better on me, yes?

cloudlike promises

ALL of YOU are the same.
at least i once thought you weren't.

what would you do when you know something's coming but you still f&*kin wanna dip your freakishly versatile yet fragile heart in?
dumb ass.

tomorrow's a different day.
we'll see.

hairhairhairhairhair

DA-YUM!

messy, unruly, long locks.

i've always loved Lindsay's hair.
she grows it longer, longer and longer.

shouldn't have went for the choplah. damn regret :(
i look like hunchback of notredam here lmao.

it's now soooooooooooooooo short!!!!!!!!!!
sigh.sigh.sigh.

Classes @ Uni starts in 1 day. I don't remember doing anything productive during my 2 months off though. Goodbye late nights & Hello to Geeky-Minny.

the road less taken?

I don't remember when was the last time I felt so torn between decisions. Yeah, I may be a fickle minded person at times but let me tell you, I have never been so bothered my whole life. What would you do? Would you even consider yourself hopping into an airplane half a world away for 6 months and leave everything behind knowing that things will never be the same again? Or would you just stay where you are and submerge yourself with great moments shared with loved ones?

I don't wanna miss out on things; I don't want to have to leave so many loved ones and things behind just to satisfy the needs of wanting to venture all around the British soil. I know if I leave, everything is going to take a huge change. So drastically that I might not be the same Minny that you know. On the contrary, I am aware that if I don't grasp this opportunity, I might feel upset about it in the future and feel like a total fool for giving it up.

I left the television on, my favorite drama is showing. I can't sleep. I can't focus. Every time I start thinking about this, I get a pinch of fear. I don't like change. I don't want to start new. I don't want to leave. This is rather complicating because at the same time, I want to go and do the things that I've always wanted to. What's stopping me? My emotions? My fear of the unknown? Jotting down my feelings and thoughts is not an easy task, after all.

Yeah. So finally Georg-Simon Ohm University, Nurnberg Germany has sent me a letter of acceptance. I'm so thrilled and grateful that I got accepted in. I don't even have to pay for my tuition fees nor for my flight tickets. I just have to pay for my accommodation and expenditures. A dream come true.

This is all happening too fast. It's already almost JULY and I have to be in Germany before September 2nd. That means, I will have to say my goodbyes during mid August..

So many feed backs. I need more anyway. Most people encouraged me to go for it.. If I were them, I would do the same too. I get to travel around Europe and at the same time, have a great life-changing experience out of it. But, I don't know. I don't want to make a decision that I will regret. Can I handle myself when I'm there? - physically, spiritually, financially and emotionally? Can I even deter from feeling home sick? Should I go? :( My heart aches every time I think of leaving Penang for Germany. The irony. sigh.

friends. family. you.
If only you know how this feels
I'm gonna miss you
I'm gonna miss all of the moments that we are now sharing
& miss out on all of the memories that we can craft together.

tick tock tick tock ...

am i still myself?
i feel so isolated.
when will this ever end?

a laugh die me & scare die you photo
my sister and me (wth, i know! hahaha)

this obsession

*edited*

this was then [early october 2008]

this is now. took this picture like 15-30 minutes ago.
and yes, i have polkadotty-walls..

i don't wanna freakin' care no more.

hi-ber-na-tion

i WILL be back.

a promise is a promise.

life has never been busier!
assignments are pouring in like rain,
and i'm moving into a new place.
at the moment,i can't even count the number of responsibilities/
commitment that i'm bearing with my two hands!

i've not enough time for myself, even.


just wanna let you guys know that i'm FINE;
still alive and kicking! bugger, ain't it? :P
and whenever i have time, i drop by your blogs
i will be back in the blogosphere, ACTIVELY
somewhere around mid - end of October.
don't give up just yet!
you can find me on facebook though ;)

[l-r : jasmine, me, joann]
a sneak peek of something that i have done lately

i am AMAZINGLY blabbing.

this is a story of a girl,
who cried a river and drowned the whole world

time flies by like flickers of light today
i've been out the whole day since 9 in the morning
been running errands with mummy the whole day!;
paying bills, picking the suitable tiles for our new home
(I contributed the most at this one!),
choosing between curtains or blinds,
surveying through various furniture shops,
cruising through dato keramat road lookin for ACER's service center,
blablablablabla and bla.


we did manage to get some pinned down
after long hours of furniture hunting, we finally bought a beautiful dining set
YOU JUST HAVE TO LOVE LORENZO i tell you
i was so close to set up a tent there; i fell in love with the furnitures instantly!

me during Bachelor of Arts Translation & Interpretation interaction night.
yada yada.

well it's been a while since an ominously huge photo of me being posted up here;
so don't complain la! :D

i guess blogging is one of the ways for me to chill from all this hustle bustle of life
i've been sitting infront of the computer for hours, typing away my assignment;
i even signed off msn, resisting the temptation of facebooking and all. sigh.
and i'm only like 20% through with my first one.
WORSE, i have 4 other assignments and 2 major USM projects coming up.
e-oh-e-oh-e-oh!! LALALALALALA! TELETUBBIES!
wtfbbqchicken.really.


been sucha nerd lately .. GARGH.
"hello. im chan min min. *cough* uh." *pulls pants high up*


involved with too many stuffs especially in USM.
but i know i can handle this,
and it's for my own good anyway!

one of the events.
zherong and me at the launching of KONVEX '08 (usm graduation)

HAHAHHAHAA i am a MINAH!
cant even flippin recognize myself. how awful!
thanks Theepha, for lending me that gorgeous ladylike baju kurung :)

pfft. i better get back to my assignments,
getting late and i have to get up at like 9 to settle some stuffs
regarding our photography project in USM tmr.
and then off to the library
"uh. told-ya-i'm-a-uh-nerd."*fixes reading glasses*

sipeh random punya night -.-

L

LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST.
this song resembles part and parcel of my life at the moment.
let it be friends, family and even for the things that i believe in.
despite the song being relevant and carrying some sort of meaning that
only myself know about;
enjoy the song while u read on my rants (if you want to)



"After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here"

~

sometimes when you grasp upon something too tightly, you'll end up losing it.
the more you wanna keep and maintain the things in life, the more it sways.
i once heard that life is how you make it and i have to agree.
how you view life can change the way you live.
your perspective molds the way you carry yourself.
i dont know about you, but this is what i basically think about life now.


rejection. hurt. anger. unforgiveness. disappointment. resentment.
dissatisfaction. jealousy. loneliness.
the things that we have to deal with almost everyday of our lives.


anyway! enough ranting.
gotta go get ready to meet up with daddy and mommy
then off to church tonight :)

do not trouble anyone else with the hurtful words you utter, boy.
there's no reason to be plain brutal with them; nobody is perfect neither are you
so stop proclaiming and acting that you're the best when you're not even close.