got my results.

yeah. results were out at 11am.
dragged my feet to school to get it.
my results were, horrible - it wasn't what i expected.
i mean, i expected more.

only one of my friends got a 4 GPA.
a few, obtained a 3 ++.
for most people, not more than 3, not lesser than 2.75 (i'm among these peeps)
some, not even reaching a 2.
some, failed a few subjects.

my teachers said my GPA is good enough.
FYI, I obtained only 1A,
I expected 2, at least.
i did not fail any subjects.
i got 2Bs.
And a C.
damn;
what the hell went wrong?
how am i supposed to get a place in the University with such results?
why can't i be smarter?

so, why am i complaining?
why do i feel like the world has stopped turning?
i feel so; depressed.
like, totally useless.

i felt like i let myself down.
i let my parents down especially.
i don't know how to face them.
i couldn't even talk to them.
i did my very best,
i hope they know.

i should be thankful for my results i know,
but i couldn't stop blaming myself.

i'm never good enough.
i always come in second.
nobody is ever proud of me.
i'm always compared.

screw it.

i'm out.

3 day update.

let the pictures do the talking;
went to autocity with friends,
the day before our stpm results are announced.

@ hongkie restaurant.

Harrison, Fenness and myself.

after dinner,
friends came over for a stayover.
everyone was too nervous to sleep.

played monopoly.
and I WON! (:

jenga too.

LOSER Minny.

they played chess.
and then we chit chatted until sunrise.

***

SUNDAY.

yups.
went to church.
jasmine and jacob came (:

she's gonna kill me if she sees this.
lmao.

roxy-fied.

jacob and me!
www.jacoblim.blogspot.com;
i think?

ah;
lovelies.
(:

jacob's ride.

***

TUESDAY.



went out with charlene, jasmine,
eusern, my sister,
yee en and KKK.
to gurney.
it was proper fun.
bought some stuffs from thebodyshop.
(:

watched BRIDGE TO TERABITHIA.
it sucked.
big time.
wasted our money really.

Kim Gary's for dinner.

KKK.

random.

more pics at my sisters blog.
click here.

i just cant be bothered.
not in the right mood.
baah;

saturday.

i'm sorry for the late updates and replies.
just; a lot of things are going on.

***

just another typical saturday;
waking up was a drag.
but i'm glad, the day went awesome.
went out with lovelies.
♥

off to queensbay;
but went to my hairdresser's first.
got my fringe trimmed (:

you HAVE absolutely NO idea how long my sis and i were searching for a parking space in queensbay. i was probably half an inch to beeping my honk and cursing the hell out of people. traffic jam for 20 minutes; basement parking. how pathetic.

anyway,
met up with charlene and suting at starbucks (:
sorry to have you guys waiting for us.
then went to manhattan for lunch.
then yee en came.

camwhorers.

oh yeahhh
(:

bumped into Brenda at LaSenza.
(:
classic toilet picture before leaving.

"we in the car
we ride slow
we doing things that the girls don't do.
the boys stare, we smile back
all my girls in the;
Rainbow Cadillac."
hahahaha.

don't look at suting.
look what's going on behind suting :P

so sad.
didnt get to camwhore.
i was driving ):

reached gurney!
watched 300.
the movie was alright; so much gore, blood and killing.
historical as well.

18PL movie. but 4 of us are underage.
LMAO.
managed to get in.

.. even in the theater.

and whoa!
at last, bumped into debra.
and yvonne (:
couldn't recognize them at first.
lol. so sorryyyyyyy.

lovely yvonne;
and me (:

hideous.
would someone even buy something like this?
LMAO!

dinner time!

at breeks. love the new decor.

my sis.
so excited ?

sandwich blablabla.

seafood pasta blablabla.

oven baked rosemary 1/2 chicken blablabla.
dont remember the names!

three princesses.

charlene.
totally diggin her food.
lmao.

me checkin it out.

aww.

REEEEE-tards!

before leaving;
we bumped into ELENA.
it's been a while!
and she's still so pretty. (:
so punk.
amazing.

left for batu feringgi night bazaar.
and then to a beach party at crown jewel's beach;
with Richard and friends (:
pictures are with Suting.
update ya, girl?!
so that i can link people to your page :P
and i dont have to update again!
ahhahahaa. :D
♥

is this the end for us?